“..Only one thing is needed…” Jesus said to her. (Luke 10:42)
He simply requires one thing, Jesus. Stay near to Him, sit at the feet of the Rabbi. But the sum of my days is movement. Keep moving, gotta get things done. So much to do on a normal day. My mind can be distracted and rush forward to thoughts of accomplishing the tasks ahead of me.
It’s clear in the story of Mary and Martha. One sister, Martha pointed out her sister’s failure to rush in to prepare the dinner. The other sister, Mary sitting at Jesus’ feet, listening to His every word. Jesus recognized in Martha, “thou art troubled about many things..” Jesus continued “Mary has chosen the best thing, and it will not be taken away from her.”
So here it is, two possible actions to take. Jesus is asking us to choose what matters most.
I deal with my anxiety just like Martha does. Doing, moving, and rushing forward to relieve my anxiety. This is what I lean on to ease the strain. It allows me to shift my focus away from my fears, and cover them up. Allows me to discharge the pent-up feelings I don’t seem able to deal with or haven’t stopped to identify.
I know I should be still and rest in Him because as He reminded Martha “… Only one thing is needed.” If I can reconnect to Jesus and sit at His feet, just like Mary, the feelings of anxiety will dissolve.
Sitting at His feet, in His presence is a struggle when I think of work that awaits me. The illusion I adhere to is that I am the master of my days. Open up my hands Lord and help me to loosen my grip.
Can I accomplish anything without Him? Holding too tightly to my schedule leaves no room for the Holy Spirit to direct me. Where is the space to listen and let Him be my guide? Will I make myself master over my day or watch as He opens the steps before me?
“A man’s heart plans his course, but the Lord establishes his steps.” All my force applied to a task cannot accomplish my desired end. So I must surrender.
In truth, I must surrender to Him every day for He is my REST and PEACE.